Why Am I here?!

So why am I here ?

Hundreds of conversations mostly boys trying to get one night stands

My friends gone, my mind away and my pocket empty

Honestly why am I here

I am now cold been standing in the same spot awkwardly looking at different people , I mean I don't even like the music they're playing so I still wonder Why am I here.

To be honest, I have seen true beauty tonight but mostly is fake beauty covered with expensive make up and I can't help it but wonder if they'll look like this tomorrow morning. Guess that's not really my business huh ?

This should be fun right, I mean I should be on dance floor drunk with some pretty girl I don't know dancing like it's our anniversary but instead I here asking my self the same question over and over again

Why am I here?